Apr
12
2010
Part of having those kinds of days rolls into the “ok, this means I am not perfect” and begins this vicious cycle. I am getting better at stopping it at the onset. Part of what I have learned this year is how to see these things coming on, i.e. panic attacks, and head them off [...]
Feb
08
2010
Sorry. Ok, not really. Couldn’t help it. This commercial had me laughing so hard my belly hurt, my eyes were crying without me, and I couldn’t breathe. It’s been a while and it felt good. I went to the eye dr. today. I hadn’t been in years and years, but the headaches had gotten so [...]
Feb
01
2010
……………………………………………………………………………………………………….. Well I have lived ten years plus ten And ten and ten again I have seen too much to pretend And then you wanted to come in I have survived all of the lies They made me wise The locks and walls and the peace it buys Still when I look into your eyes [...]
Jan
30
2010
Where was I? Oh. Yeah. You probably don’t know either. How could you, if I don’t even know, right? Right. On with the dusting. You know, the dusting off of such things that have been rarely used in the past year. Like, my self confidence. Whaddyaknow. There is some there and it’s amazing what you’ll [...]